So it’s getting close to that time again-
Bill yum will be in town next weekend and I’m so excited about it
I haven’t had sex in a while and have been so horny
I text him last night to see if he’s getting a hotel when he comes and he said most likely
Not sure if he will or not but either way I’m gonna fuCk him
Whether it’s in the back of his car or just fucking on the side of a dark back road
I need to fill my want and need
Tank isn’t doing that for me since we are waiting to have sex
Which is cool but a girl needs a little more than just dry humping and sucking a dick
So I plan on Saturday to be wild as always when I’m with Bill yum
His huge black dick will penetrate my tight pussy and feed this need I’ve had for quite some time
It might seem as though I am just using him for sex— but am I wrong?
Men do it all the time- why can’t women.
Fuck it I’m gonna do what I want anyway no matter what people say or think even if they think it’s wrong.
So I’m still talking/texting Tank since the last time we went out on a date and he supposedly would start coming up to see me more- now to see if he’s truthful about that And actually comes.
I just feel like sometimes guys are all talk-
I won’t believe him until I actually see it happen
I’m feeling a bit strange about Tank and thinking maybe he’s not that experienced sexually since he doesn’t wanna have sex with me yet. His kissing was awkward and it was as if he pushing his whole mouth on my mouth and the tongue doesn’t move in sync with mine- I cannot explain it but he’s a terrible kisser and I feel like I’m suffocating when he kisses me- doesn’t give me those feels like other guys do when we kiss so I’m wondering if I’m honestly attracted to him or not and wondering if I’m wasting my time. I had to tell him on Saturday to kiss a certain way not sure if I crushed his male ego but I don’t give a fuck I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Tank is the kind of guy who seems like he hasn’t been with a woman in a long time which I guess is a good thing but there’s no thrill there there’s no freakiness and experimentation like I want.
When talking about sexual fantasies- I mention a threesone with a guy and girl and his eyes bulged out of his head- shocked.
I mention how I might be into whips and choking and he looked so scared. Not sure if we have the same sexual chemistry and not sure how long this will last because of it- although I am trying hard to get to know him and with time maybe he would reveal a freaky side to him. He did however say he likes to be dominated by a woman and it turns him on. But I like to switch it up I wanna be dominated but also dominate so wondering if he could do that for me. He also seems to really have a foot fetish and shower fetish. Every time I see him he mentions he wants to wash my body down and massage my feet- I’m like umm okay sure you can- but I haven’t allowed him to do it yet cause I told him I can’t just shower with him without wanting to fuck him right after- I said it’s too much of a tease to do that. So basically all we do right now is cuddle, dry hump, I suck his dick and I finger myself till I fall asleep. Guess I’ll see how much longer this goes on.
Tank also said he’ll eat pussy when we get more intimate
Like how much more intimate do we need to get?
I suck your dick but you can’t return the favor?
This kinda irritates me- so not sure where this thing with Tank will go. The guys I choose are selfish as fuck when it comes to eating pussy.
I’m about to get me a female just so my pussy gets licked and some more attention
Update on Don:
So I text him a dirty meme the other day cause it reminded me of him and the way he lays down the pipe
He responds and says he wants to meet up
I’m tempted and might just meet with him this Sunday so I can get some action before next weekend
It feels like forever that I had sex
Since all my dudes are long distance
So not sure what will happen Sunday but I’ll deff keep my followers posted
Tyrone and I are supposed to hang out sometime this week- but not 100% sure about that since he’s been so busy.
Pleasuring myself is the only way these days.
I’ve been fingering myself a lot these days and watching a lot of pornhub the blacked edition- which I love and it seems to be satisfying me.
Just don’t know how much longer it will satisfy me until I erupt and want to just fuck everything and anything.
Stay tuned for more sex stories that I am sure are on their way since I’ve been horny as fuck
The pussy controls me and I think I’ll let it