I see a lot of lonely sexless nights ahead of me
I need to get a new little black book
I lost touch with my main hoes
Since I was attempting to work on things with the ex
I just recently got a Facebook message from Don
And although I was debating going on that path with him again
My pussy is pulsating and I am so horny I might just meet up with him
To catch up and maybe catch up on some much needed dick
Bill yum also been reaching out to me the last few months and we been texting here and there
I sorta miss him and his big dick that had me gushing like a waterfall the last time we were together intimately
The last time I saw him was in June at my birthday celebration
I requested ginuwine pony and he gave me a lap dance in front of everyone in the bar
That dude has some moves
Swiveling his hips and slow grinding
I was soaked before we even made it to his car
We drove in his car to the armory where he was staying for the night
Then started making out on his cot
We drunk stumble into one of the offices and continue kissing as he starts explaining to me what they do in that office
To my surprise it turned me on
As I responded with yes staff sergeant tell me more…..
It turned him on and….
Then he pulled down my pants and panties and stuck his big fat black dick in my pussy
He was hitting it so hard
I was screaming in pleasure
Hitting and hitting
A literal waterfall happened
I squirted all over the place!!!
This was the first time I squirted in a long time and it was amazing
I soaked everything
It was all over the floor
All over my clothes
And all over his dick
He wanted to keep pounding it as we were slipping and sliding all over the place
I never felt so horny that night- like an unleashed beast
After the waterfall happened we fucked one last time in the back of his car and then I went home…. soaked through my clothes.
That was a memorable time with him. And I miss the orgasms he gives me.
So he’s not the most faithful
Or fun guy
Or even a guy who spends money
But he could just be that go to big fat dick that can have me climbing the walls
Soaked to the bone literally
I think I’ll continue to keep him in my book for a while- since he can lay the pipe.
As far as my last few hoes that I had- Don might come back in my life- haven’t fully decided yet due to me having actual feelings for him and being too afraid to actually go further.
And lately he’s been annoying me on social media since he’s all about $$ and buying sneakers and nonsense.
Real men don’t care about that stuff- he should be caring about getting an apartment and making his life better- not about how much money he can show off on his Instagram page.
I’m really hesitant to starT anything back up with him just for the fact he annoys me with that shit. Guys and people in general who are showy like that are annoying as fuck. Plus I think he’s still selling drugs- cause he never talked about working-
Tank update: so I pushed him away when I decided I’d talk to my ex again.
And although I felt bad about it- maybe it was the smart thing to do. Cause although I enjoyed him taking me out to dinners- and spending some $ on me- I felt like it honestly wouldn’t go anywhere.
He wasn’t making any effort to actually visit me where I live and I was getting bored with the same repetitive stuff we did.
Go out to eat- go back to his hotel- dry hump, kiss- suck his dick- maybe talk or watch tv- then nothing at all.
Some other guy may be a potential exploration for me- his name is Chad and we hooked up once before years ago- sorta- it was a drunken dick suck moment- plus we went out for lunch a few times.
He’s a cool guy with goals, a job, a daughter and he seems really family friendly and chill.
I like talking to him and we sorta click- it’s easy to talk to him cause we have the military in common plus we went to school together years and years ago.
I also helped him through his deployment overseas- I sent him tons of nude pix. Figured if it helped him out- I’d do anything for the troops- he said they helped.
So Me and chad are just texting right now- and we will more then likely be friends and I’m cool with that. Guys are too complicated for me.