So as a sex addict I’ve learned that I can control myself- 

I did make it 3 months without sex

I’ve used toys when I felt the urge to go out and get fucked 

I’ve pleases myself and watched porn which has been helping also and I feel good to know that the addiction can’t and won’t control me 

I won’t let it

I am stronger then I think

I want to see where this new guy takes me and want to hold out on the sex so I know it’s worth it

I know I’m worth the wait and want to know him as a person before we do the deed

Just sharing my thoughts and proud of my growth