Yay I received the email from my lawyer I have been waiting on for the last 4 years now. My ex signed the documents finally and on December 29th he will receive the final notice to divorce documents.
Yay i am so happy
I can finally be free from his control
And start living my life
So here’s the tricky part in this situation though… so I’ve been hiding behind the fact that I’m not divorced to start a real relationship with a guy I like and now the divorce is almost here and in actually scared to death that now I’m expected to just be okay and normal to jump all in.
Honestly I think I have some commitment issues that I need to sort out in therapy and need more time on this even though the divorce is now literally around the corner.
I don’t know what I should do
If I should just say fuck it and try a relationship I don’t think I’m ready for or wait till I get more help on this matter.
Wondering if my mind actually overcomplicates things and blows them way out of proportion. Maybe I should take it one day at a time as I always do with my Life and see where it goes.
I’m just so happy that the final divorce decree will be in my hand soon.