So I forgot to tell you guys about Friday guys friends that I met. They are big freaks! And it’s kinda funny felt like fate that I was supposed to meet them!
So we’re chatting it up and the beers and shots we’re going down way to smooth
By the third shot I’m blabbing about sex and how I like to explore and all this other nonsense the sober me wouldn’t say as loudly to people I just met like an hour before
So the girlfriend of Fridays friend marko starts telling me about her submissive lifestyle and how she got her bf marko into it
She told me about different websites to search for doms and how to do this and do that
I was intrigued
And a bit aroused
She seemed like a cool chick
Like she’d be a lot of fun to hang out with again
Then when she left to use the bathroom marko pulls out his phone filled with all these photos of her ass and the bruises and marks on it
He’s so happy to show them off
And I go through and see what she wears
And really sexy clothing
And there’s all these erotica type photos in his phone
I’m like shocked but aroused and excited for them that you’d never have no idea looking at them they’d be like that
Thy seemed like normal people
But they were freaks and I liked that they were
Friday guy was getting all red in the face and he looked uncomfortable about his friend showing me the photos
I told him it’s okay
I’m interested and want to learn more
So I exchanged numbers with the girl and I think I’m going to text her one day and ask her about some tips on how to be a submissive
And how to explore this side of me that I am drawn to
They mentioned sex clubs and going there
And this turned me on
Just wish I had a guy to take me there
I could never go there with Friday guy
And not even sure Tyrone would be up for that
Wondering if I’m opening up Pandora’s box or some side of me that shouldn’t be opened by being friends with this woman and maybe even joining in on trips to clubs with her
I know that night she was nonstop texting me to go join her and her bf to use their sex swing
And I know if her bf was a little cuter I would’ve joined but I had no attraction to him whatsoever so that kept me from hanging out with them after the bar.
So just wondering and asking you- my readers what you think- do you think I should open up this door of new explorations or keep the door closed for whatever reason it’s been closed this entire time for.
Comment your thoughts please.
Oh and as for the sex addiction counseling I’m still waiting on a call back-