So update on the hot Veteran at my job….

He came and talked to me today after weeks of saying hi and staring at me from afar

So I was working on some stuff for an activity we were setting up for and he came over and just started chatting me up.

Then he properly asked me out on a date- a real date

Not the usual hey do you wanna hang out some time? 

That I usually get from these guys who aren’t really men 

So we ended up also talking at our lunch together and I agreed on the date

Well it’s just a date guess it doesn’t have to be more

I kinda don’t wanna scare this guy away

I do have to work at this place until February so I really don’t want things getting awkward while I’m there. 

So I have to minimize the sex talk and try not to unleash my inner freak which tends to come out which then scares the guys away. 

So I will update you guys after my date Saturday. 

I’m hoping I can control my freak side so I can appear somewhat normal to this guy so it can go further than just one date.